tinge tinkerbella

I asked myself, is all this worth it? Does it worth defending myself? Yet I was told I was wrong, as I did it in a sarcastic way Just because I've act up and be nice and kind in a way that less problems will look for me in usual life Or just simply I was kind  How people described me as "angel" or "good girl" doesn't give you a life-time guarantee of what I am and how I should behave 难道就因为你们对我的印象好 所以我不能摘下善良的面容吗 难道就要活得像个娃娃 一辈子对你笑 不管遭受什么委屈也不能 自我防卫 为自己辩护吗？ And I was not supposed to be angry?  I bet you haven't seen how I fight with my family in crisis And yet, after all unnecessary fight picked up by a crazy one, with another one hiding and not willing to tell the truth, I felt like I was set up. Pity human beings, being raised with "unconditional love" and pampered without feeling an inch of guilt by assuming themselves are the royals and treating others like shit, insulting people in anyway they like,yet claiming p

Look at all these childish decorations lol. I'm back after 8 years, probably because I was bored, and I managed to put the efforts on retrieving the email address and password. So i'm basically 8 years older, and looking at the electronic signature below i made many years ago when i was a girl made me laugh so hard in my heart that i almost choked. Okk here I am, I actually typed a long post but after clicking the publish button, it didnt made it to the front page and i lost the data. f... is this why i took so long in front of the big potato computer and spent my whole day there? Just to post a blog post? lol