tinge tinkerbella

人是如此渺小 我亦是 努力但不坚持 没毅力 有想法却不敢做 胆小怕事 是不顺心也不顺意 烦恼 人待我不好 也无能为力  说的比较大声的人总是被人看到 也比较入人心 我不 我静 所以不受爱戴 少表达也就少得到回应 也够了  不要再show你有多贴心 你有多爱朋友 差异已经看得出来你的心是多么的小气 也是多么的现实 担人人人却只看到你的好 和义气 为什么被对待好的都选择蒙起眼睛 不是hot stuff 也不要求关注 我只适合安静

I asked myself, is all this worth it? Does it worth defending myself? Yet I was told I was wrong, as I did it in a sarcastic way Just because I've act up and be nice and kind in a way that less problems will look for me in usual life Or just simply I was kind  How people described me as "angel" or "good girl" doesn't give you a life-time guarantee of what I am and how I should behave 难道就因为你们对我的印象好 所以我不能摘下善良的面容吗 难道就要活得像个娃娃 一辈子对你笑 不管遭受什么委屈也不能 自我防卫 为自己辩护吗？ And I was not supposed to be angry?  I bet you haven't seen how I fight with my family in crisis And yet, after all unnecessary fight picked up by a crazy one, with another one hiding and not willing to tell the truth, I felt like I was set up. Pity human beings, being raised with "unconditional love" and pampered without feeling an inch of guilt by assuming themselves are the royals and treating others like shit, insulting people in anyway they like,yet claiming p

Look at all these childish decorations lol. I'm back after 8 years, probably because I was bored, and I managed to put the efforts on retrieving the email address and password. So i'm basically 8 years older, and looking at the electronic signature below i made many years ago when i was a girl made me laugh so hard in my heart that i almost choked. Okk here I am, I actually typed a long post but after clicking the publish button, it didnt made it to the front page and i lost the data. f... is this why i took so long in front of the big potato computer and spent my whole day there? Just to post a blog post? lol